helena

in deep sh*t
2001-08-25 19:32:08 (UTC)

The book of Mormon 2 nephi..

The book of Mormon
2 nephi 5:21-23
21 And he had caused the acursing• to come upon them, yea, even a sore cursing, because of their iniquity. For behold, they had hardened their hearts against him, that they had become like unto a flint; wherefore, as they were white, and exceedingly fair and delightsome•, that they might not be enticing unto my people the Lord God did cause a skin• of blackness• to come upon them.

22 And thus saith the Lord God: I will cause that they shall be aloathsome• unto thy people, save they shall repent of their iniquities.

23 And cursed shall be the seed of him that amixeth with their seed; for they shall be cursed even with the same cursing. And the Lord spake it, and it was done.

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Ok time to stay the f*ck away from Mormons.

I was into learning about their customs and stuff. mike was the one who showed me that verse..I think he read the entire book. He was joking about it 'Get you some white cream and you'll be fine'

ethan and i had soo much fun last night!!

many people thought i was drunk because i was behaving very unlike myself...a complete floozie...throwing myself at ethan. and the women in there wanted to do the same. how fake. i was imitating a groupie girl and they all wanted to do that. He was dressed like a bling bling $$$$ sugar daddy but he was talking like an A$$hole. They loved and hated him at the same time.
there's all kinds of wierd things that happen in that place. i mean the room we were in there was one of 'them'...'them' being the underground network that keeps tabs on everyone. but i was there with no *physical* disguise etc i was just dressed like a groupie tramp and i said later that the real me was coming and that i was someone else....so that they could either think i was drunk or schizophrenic.

the reason i know that someone keeps tabs is because i was in there in make-up as someone completely different. and i had a conversation with Ray. everyone had turned on him and i was trying to find out why. it all came out eventually and i was supportive of him etc in spite of what some people were saying. and then i go back a few hours later as 'me' and i see documented bits of the conversation that R and i had 'word for word' and it was ALL who had it. I wonder how he got it. I wonder if it was R that gave it to him or if his stuff is bugged too. ST one of 'them' was in that room when i was playing a 'ditz' with ethan. it was ethans idea...everyone there thought he was a complete moron and they wanted to throw him out. ( So funny..reminds me of the time that Jon's brother got high and started raving and swearing at people. Only this time Ethan was being a major pain to other people.) And there I was behaving like a fool too! He wanted to cheer me up since I'm down at nighttime and I wasn't talking too much.
I realize though that people are soo flakyy...its disgusting.

Another reason i think there's a bug is because I greeted ALL in a disguise a few days ago. (and I mean it was really good. No one could tell... I even had makeup on my skin because there's like a million people that come in there that are white. And no one would remember them because they were kind of typically dressed abercromie and finch...and so many blondes from far away you sort of can't tell people apart. it was very inconspicuous..i was blending in really well etc

And there's only 4 black girls..And he would have thought it was either me or this other girl because we stand out from the rest of the blend and people notice what we talk about.That bastard keeps tabs on everyone.)

One time Cor knew it was me just by the way I talked and he was telling me he knows me from somewhere. It was kind of scary..he knew it was me because he pays alot of attention to people he talks to. He asks alot of questions and gets a feel for someone. However Cor is not part of that network so I was ok. We are friends.

It was soo crazy...i was rude to everyone and tried to be as completely different from the 'me' they would recognize as possible. The accent was not hard to fake.)

LIKE ...OMG OMG OMGGGG *puts a lock of hair behind her ear*

I spoke to ALL...and he didn't speak to me.(he never says anything to anyone..never reveals anything about himself) But like 2 minutes later VT shows up and started making convo. I was very vague and i told him something different than what i told ALL. And he told me what i told ALL and asked which is it. I told him I didn't realize he was the fucking police and to stay the fuck away from me it's funny because for anyone who would be watching i was just talking and trying to have fun. So he talks to me for about half an hour and HE DOESN'T KNOW IT'S ME. He tried to creep me out and he thought it was funny. But ALL is the creepiest person in there by far.
NOBODY KNOWS ANYTHING ABOUT HIM.
I have seen Thor..he's just a lush crackhead who parties all the time. I know alot about them but they dont know so much about me since I dont go blabing my mouth...I talk to one on one with people who are 'new'.Thats what Ray doesn't understand...those are the people who dont know about the network and who really have no reason to do anything wrong.They're the ones you can trust. Gotta get the new ones before they get corrupted. :)~

I was wondering how could he possibly have know what I said to ALL. I think ST is really ALL...he keeps tabs on people 'Everywhere'. ST is the person I saw in the room last night.

I'm gonna go back in there as 'me' and see if ALL taped me as well.

R creeps me out because he gives too much information to people confides personal information ...i mean REALLY PERSONAL to people and then he's surprised when everybody knows. It was M...who told everyone after they had a fight. Some friend. You should know better than to trust anyone though. At the BAR, I personally only talk with people who are not 'regs'...the 'regs' creep me out.
I'm a 'reg' as the real ME ...i've been for about 3 years. I usually appear very bored in there so everyone knows me and nobody really cares what i do.

one time j got into a jealous fit and he got drunk and started swearing at me and said he was gonna kill me etc. This other girl was telling me what happened. I wasn't there at the time.

ohh i've to go that hateful b*tch is here.
c ya