Haven

My Sucky Life
2002-12-04 03:15:02 (UTC)

...should have stayed home...

...today was not a good day at all... I got up like really
late and only had like 15 minutes to get ready for school
and had to fly out the door....I thought about staying home
since no one was really ready to go to school...but I
wanted to be with Poet and all my friends and spend time
with Poet...so I went...I got to school...and it all
started to go downhill...Poet had her head resting in (we
will call him Dude) Dude's lap...and I was just like...I
dunno...plah... I just let her stay how she was...and hug
him... all day I was plah...I didn't feel good...I had a
headache...I broke my sholder when I was younger and the
weather was making it hurt really bad...I was tired....at
lunch I found out my brother went home cuz he didn't feel
good*sighs*...so I was plah at lunch and Mutt was asking me
why I was depressed and shit...I just told everyone I was
tired...eh...after school it got worse...Mutt was talking
to Max and I interrupted her to so I could tell her I was
done using her cell phone...she told me to"fuckin' shut
up"...I made Poet sad...I told her I felt ignored....I got
really jealous when I saw Poets arm wrapped around Dude's
arm....and they were sitting next to eachother...I was
scared...I know she liked Dude and thought she might break
up with me for him...*sighs*...after school I couldn't stay
for Drama Club and I really wanted to be there too....then
when my mother picks me up she's pissed cuz I took to long
getting out of school when I fuckin went outside at like
3:15 and she wasn't even fuckin' there...I had to keep
myself from crying the whole way home...she also yelled cuz
she claims that "we" all spend too much time on the
phone....my brother spends more time on the phone than I
do...I don't get it... I just want to die...how often do I
say that...*sighs*...enough "talking" for me for today....I
guess....
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