redstarfish2

I'm sorry i cant let you go....thanks for replying!!

I wrote this poem to nick the day after my birthday. may
28th. he never did reply to it but i know it must have hit
him hard. too bad i dont know if i feel that way anymore!!

I’m sorry.
I’m sorry I believed in you,
I’m sorry I didn’t believe in myself.
I’m sorry I trusted you,
I’m sorry I couldn’t trust myself.

I’m sorry.
I’m sorry you used me,
I’m sorry I let myself be used
I'm sorry you hurt me,
I’m sorry I let it hurt.

I’m sorry.
I’m sorry I told you how I feel,
I’m sorry I didn’t tell you enough.
I’m sorry I yelled at you,
I’m sorry I didn’t yell enough.

I’m sorry.
I’m sorry you put yourself through this again,
I’m sorry you dragged me in.
I’m sorry you put me through this again,
I’m sorry you included me.

I’m sorry.
I’m sorry I loved you,
I’m sorry I still do.
I’m sorry you let go of me,
I’m sorry I can’t let go of you.

~Ashley Bott 5/28/01