KerouacFemme

Bitch In Seattle
2002-12-03 23:53:25 (UTC)

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Finals week and the timer has started on how long until
I go bisserk from anticipation of flying home for the
holidays. For this week, just for the record, I have to do
nothing except being able to talk about something in
japanese for 3 minutes, write a paper due in a week for
Gay and Lesbian Studies, and then just know my shit
for the tests, which will be fine. I like to freak out about
these things normally, I think. But the only thing to
stress about is writing the paper, which I'll start today or
tomorrow, even though I could write the whole thing in
one evening like I normally do. yahyah. Needed to get
that off of my chest.

Yesterday I took over 200 digital pictures of myself over
the course of about 4 hours.. I'd rtake a few - 30 to 80 -
and then load them into the computer, take the few I
liked, altering them as I saw fit, then trashing the rest.
Can we say "narcissism"? but the ones I kept look
fucking fantastic. I really should have a web page.. I
need to spread my art and poetry like men spread their
copious seed.

--All over your face--

um.. whatever.
what else interesting happened? Interesting not only to
me but to anyone who might read this. My female friend
Aubrey grabbed my breast roughly today... One of these
days she's gonna get it. Um. And my male friend told
me that he was going home to masturbate to a mental
image of me, and that the only reason he came to
school (he was skipping his other classes) was to see
what I was wearing today. I really don';t know if he was
kidding; and that makes it even funnier.

My sanity has been saved by the calling card my mother
bought for me.... without it I would continue to be
isolated from my friends across the country. 2 weeks...
less than 2 weeks and I'm home.... Where I can smoke
in the fucking restaurants, where I can be comfortable
in bed, where the people I love are. where my heart is?
Where my loves are.

wa ka ri ma sen, man
that's all I got to say.
I will probably go now to do something interesting to
write about tomorrow... shit. Tmorrow is my femme
lesbian meeting... maybe thursday.
The only reason I do anything is to give the
internet-diary-readers something neat-o to hear.
I do believe this west coast chill air is poisoning my
mind.. I sound so fucking ridiculously retarded in this
entry. ladeda
Enjoy.
-KerouacFemme-




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