Bryce

My Fight: Love, Life, Drugs and Sanity
2002-12-03 04:20:28 (UTC)

Rollercoaster Today... 12-02-02

Today has been a roller coaster... I have been on cloud
nine from this wonderfull weekend, the best of my life with
K. I read some of her journal today and it said some really
nice romantic things about her male friend T. they go way
back and this devastated me cuz she doesnt say those type
of things about me... I absolutly adore K but i think she
has some eh issues about love.

So anyway I cried for a little while but then we talked
about it and she told me how T and her got into a fight and
she wrote those things to get him to cheer up about some
skank girl that he banged. she told me she would write good
things about me and I know she wants to love me and that
she wouldnt leave me for T but I just cant help feeling bad
about it sometimes... I have gotten alot better about it
and after talking to K tonight I am not feeling to bad
about it, more like excited for the day she can express her
feelings better. I love her and wouldnt leave her, she
doesnt know what she wants. that is pretty much the gist of
things with me and her. I suffer becuase of it sometimes,
but being with her is so worth it. She makes me want to be
a better person, and I am a cynical bastard who hates
people so that really says something. She has become my
reason for going to class, brushing my teeth, finding a
job, getting up in the morning to face another day just for
the chance to see her again.

Im head over heels.

Im Outie 5000




Ad: