PerkyWallflower

I Hate This Place :)
2002-12-02 22:35:07 (UTC)

Boys Boys All Types of Boys

Hey there kids. I just decided to sit down and let a bunch
of shit out because it's just easier that way. I'm having
problems with GUYS right now. Wow, imagine that. So let's
see. I want to get back with Josh more than ANYTHING right
now. I know I shouldn't want to, but I can't help but like
him. He keeps saying little things to me to make me keep
thinking he wants to get back together. So, unlike the
usual Desiree, I said something to him about it. His
answer? He's confused. He doesn't know if he wants to date
Jackie or I. I'm PISSED at Jackie. He said he was really
happy with me though, it was just because we never saw
eachother. I told him I couldn't make up his mind for him
and he needed to do it soon. Then there's the never-ending
love for Sam. I'm ok for now about, well atleast until
Friday when he comes back. Darren's back too. I hung out
with Jenn and him last night. I'm don't even know what to
say about that. He's leaving on Dec. 12th for the Navy and
he's gonna be gone for 5 years. Chris is like in love with
me. He doesn't seem like the serious type, but when he says
stuff to me, I can tell he isn't lying and that there
really is something there. BUT, he's leaving at the end of
this year to go to Japan for a year for the Marines. Andrew
likes me alot too, but I can't bring myself to date him.
He's just so different from me. I look at him as a friend,
completely. I guess Joe Felchner likes me alot too. No
comment on that. I did like George for a while, but that's
gone because Jenna and him are kinda "seeing eachother".
It's cute. George and I are pretty tight now though. I
missed having a really close guy friend.

*Desiree*




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