Fallen from grace

what can i do?

I read her diary. I respond with His word and what He
would tell her if only she would reach out to Him. She
thinks He has abandoned her. I try to tell her otherwise,
that's she not alone. Lily, I doubt you'll read this but I
pray that by some instinct inside of you you will: God IS
with you! Pray and it will get better! I promise. I'm
always here. Granted, I'm not perfect, but I will always
try to help you! Don't think thoughts like you have been.
He loves you, and although He wants to be with You in His
Kingdom, you're not ready. If you were you would be up
there with Him. Not down here thinking of ending it all.
Please. Don't.