Ad 0:
2002-12-02 07:46:08 (UTC)

i dont know

I feel like everyday my life changes, in different ways. I
am not over my ex. I dont think i ever will be. Although I
want to be over him. But for now, I just act as if i am.

I really thought he was different. I mean, other people
thought he was as well.
i talked to him a few nights ago. He convinced me that he
was still the same person. But when i think about
everything, and hear what others are telling me, I just see
him as nothing more than a big liar.

There is another guy that loves me so much and cares for me
so much. Even when i pushed him away, he came back...

this is stupid... I hope, if God wills, that i can get over
this soon.