Mrreasneos

invisiblealbino
2002-12-02 07:19:50 (UTC)

spinning harry potters

hi i'm jesse, it's 10:53 and... i'm writing... i haven't
written in a while so i think i should. umm... lets see.
thanksgiving weekend, a lOT happened, i don't think i'll
get it all down but we'll see how i do. ok, so this weekend
was an OK weekend for seeing elena. i saw her... twice i'm
thinking? i'm not sure, but i SHOULD Have seen her EVERy
day... i wish she could have been at my thanksgiving
dinner, or i at hers... or SOMETHING INVOLVING ME ELENA.
THAT's the way it should be. all thanksgiving i talked to
old people about tax refunds and some old guy they knew who
had a friend who's cousin was the son of the maker of "casa
blanca"... wow. it was riviting. i'm gitty just thinking
abou tit. anwyways, we saw eachother for 10 hours on friday
by my count WOW that was the greatest it barely felt
like 3 hours, SIghh... time flies...
haha we "watched" princess mononoke... HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHA
ahh... good times... i love bringing that up... aww...
elena, she's so cute when she's embarassed. so after the
wonderful day of HAPPY things and awsomeness there was
saturday... meh... got up. ate... lunch. called zack. he
and jessica come over at like 7 or 8 and we watch little
mermaid... meh. not what i had in mind... it made me so
jealous to see them snuggling in the corner, i think i was
more depressed with them at my house than not. don't get me
wrong though, they're great but... when it's them and me of
course i feel like a third wheel but also i think about
elena and get sick with longing. elena had to entertain her
guests at her house- alex kerr's family. at least she had a
friend to be with her instead of me "having all the
fun" ... HAH.
anyway, sunday morning i watched fairly odd parents =), had
a hearty breakfast of bread and boiling lemon water. mmm.
and just HAD to see elena. she did her homework like a good
girl till 3 when i came over... i walked in the door and
was about to say "hello" when i heard arguing upstairs. i
always get a little uneasy when i hear other families
arguing cause i don't know if it's common or if arguing
means a HUGE thing. so... i ran like a baby to jessica's
house so i could call. i know it was cowardly... i just
didn't want to interfere- considering the topic of argument
was too many distractions (eh hem, me). so i got elena to
jessica's house and i finally got a long awaited embrace. i
miss her so much she's all i think about. when she's sad
it KILLS me. when she came in almost in tears i felt so
awful... i never want to hear her crying. not that it's a
bad thing, crying can be good, but... ugh, to know that the
girl i love so much is in pain just KILLS me. sigh...
sorry, i'm rambling.
anyway, after we lightened the mood a bit in jessica's casa
we listened to the CD i made elena hehehehe
"# 10 kagillion".
so after we left jessica's house, i got picked up at
elena's. and... eh hem... percrastinated my homework... a
little... more. i CAN'T help it she is my life she's #1
on my list... of things... that i like... DON'T WORRY I
HAVE A LIST

so yeah... now i'm sitting here... it's 11:16... it's pitch
black except for the glow of the computer, and completely
silent except for the faint sirens in the distance and
clicking of the keyboard. i'm alone... again. another week
ahead of me.
GOD let it be winter break
i miss her
lena... c'mere

~salsa shark




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