sweetaddiction

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2002-12-02 04:49:00 (UTC)

who you trying to get crazy with?

oh my god im so fucking tired.
i shouldnt be.
i slept last night.
but it doesnt matter.
i am tired.

all i did all fucking day was homework.
from the time i woke up, until now.

its draining.

a six page paper. a presentation tomorrow. and a test.

rock my motherfucking world.

i can not wait until this semester is over.

i can not wait until i am out of this shit hole they call
orlando fucking florida. the place every little kid wants
to go. let me tell you children. it sucks.

the people here suck. the attitudes here suck. the lack of
ANYTHING to do. and the constant fucking snobby i live in
orlando fucking mindsets, suck.

i hate it here. i hate it.

i am so tired.

i am cold too. im wearing her sweater, but i would much
rather she be here to keep me warm.

ive been in this whole. i dont give a fuck. mood today.
more so than usual. and that is saying a whole lot.

i just dont.

i didnt get stressed out all day. just frustrated and
sleepy.

i just didnt care today.

its not even 12 and i have a test tomorrow and instead of
cramming i am going to sleep.

im fucking tired.

two more weeks i keep telling myself. two. more. and then
my 3rd semester of college is over.

the fact that im leaving here keeps hitting me at random
times like right now.
im a bit intimidated by the thought of it.

but i guess anywhere besides here will be better.

at least i hope so.

i wish that shannon would talk to me. shes always good at
making me feel better about shit. too bad i fucked that
up. but then again, i guess its good. i dont like to feel
like i use people. i just miss talking to her. because
were very similiar and its nice sometimes to have someone
there to be like yeah i understand why youre doing what
youre doing or yeah i understand what youre saying. but
then again, our similarity is the very reason she wont
talk to me, so i guess i have to understand that. and i do.

ugh drunk people are stupid

goodnight.




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