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THE DROP THAT SPILLED THE CUP

AGAIN TODAY IS THE DAY WHEN I START MY LIFE WITH MY KIDS
IHAVE ALOT OF SHIT I HAVE TO GET DONE TODAY. I FINALLY HAVE
GOTTEN OVER ALL OF THIS CRAP OF SITUATION I'VE BEEN.I'M
FINALLY GOING TO TAKE HOLD OF MY LIFE.MY KIDS AND I WILL DO
JUST FINE.I HAVE TO GO ANDFIND OUT IF I CAN GET ANY HELP
WITH MY RENT ACTUALLY CALL,GO AND APPLY FOR JOB.YOUKNOW THE
WHOLE NINE YARDS.I'M GONNA TRY AND DO AS MUCH AS I CAN
TODAY BECAUSE I THINK MY HUSBAND ACTUALLY SOON TO BE EX
WANTS TOLEAVE AND IF HIS THING IS CAUSE OF FINANCIAL I'LL
DO MY BEST SO HE CAN ALSO GO ON.I DONT KNOW WHY IT TOOK ME
SO LONG TOREA LIZE THAT I'VE HAD ENOUGH IF I'M YOUNG AND I
CAN DO SOOOOOOOO MUCH WITHOUT A MAN BY SIDE SO THAT IS WHAT
I'LL DO I'M NOT GONNA LIE IT HURSTA A LITTLE TINSY BIT BUT
AS USUAL I'LL GET OVER IT HE DOESNT WANT ME WELL WOOPY HE
WANTS TO BE WITH HER WELL GOOD FOR THEM MAY GOD SHARE MANY
BLESSINGS IN THERE FUTURES.I ALREADY HAVE A COUPLE OF
THINGS SET FOR NEXT WEEK WHICH I CROSS MY FINGERS THAT IT
ALL GOES WELL.WHEN EVER HE DECIDES TO GET DIVORCED OR
WHATEVER I WOULD LIKE TO GO WITHOUT UNHURTING FEELINGS AS A
FRIEND AND GET IT DONE.I JUST WANT HIM TO BE IN MY KIDS
LIFE ALL OF THEM WHICH I DONT THINK HE'LL DO BUT IT NEVER
HURTS TO HOPE I THINK THIS WHOLE DIARY IS SOOOO HELPFUL
BECAUSE I GET ALL OF ANGER SADNESS THOUGHTS OUT OF MY
HEAD .SO TODAY AUGUST 24TH 2001 I START OF A NEW LIFE JUST
LOOKING FORWARD NO LOOKING BACK AND I KNOW GOD IS RIGHT
THERE WITH ME.THANK YOU GOD FOR BEING THERE FOR ME NOW AND
FOREVER...