Emily

One More in the World
2002-12-02 02:10:13 (UTC)

Feeling Good, Acting Blind

i never wanted to say these hurtful things
especially knowing how it feels
i never wanted to make someone so special to me hurt
making it feel as though it wasnt real
how can i call myself a best friend
knowing i did that
how can i look you in the eye
without feeling like crap
how can you forgive me
saying that its fine
i feel so terrible seeing what i see
and now im in a bind
i made a promise that i wont let it get far
but i dont know how to make it disappear
i cant just lock it up, and throw it away
its in the back of mind, and its there to stay
im sorry for hurting you
id never mean to be this untrue
im sorry for making you feel like this
and as my final wish
i wish to take back everything i said,
and every way i acted
to make you feel as if you were the friend subtracted
i love you
for you are one of the few people who make me who i am
i love you
and i hope you know that i'll never hurt you again,
i'll never make you think that i am untrue
i love you, my dear best friend
and i thank you, for everything you've taught me
from now, until the end...
i'm thankful for everything you have lead me to believe,
my dear best friend, your one of the only great things i've
been able to achieve

i wrote this for a dear friend i hurt. i know that if you
know me, this isnt one of my best work. but for the person
who this is for, i hope that it means something. i am
soooooooo sorry to you. i love you soo much and i could
never hurt you intentionally. you are a great person inside
and out, beautiful, sweet, hilarious. i love you. you know
who you are. best friends forever.




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