NoNeeners

A little Tongan girls story..
2002-12-02 02:04:13 (UTC)

Random thoughts of nothingness..

..okay so maybe I am all crazy and stupid like everyone
always says I am, but do you ever feel like you're standing
in the middle of something somewhere and everything around
you is just collapsing and crumbling to bits..and all you
can seem to do is just stare, caught in a daze of awe? Not
able to stop any of it or change anything? If not, then yah
I've got some major issues. (surprise, surprise..right)
First 'nay': MAJOR BUMMAGE - mum been gone way too long
Dos menos: LONELY - homesick, not many good friends here
Third strike: LACK OF FAITH IN ANYTHING - yepp..you're
reading the thoughts of a true pessimist ;o) (lol).
I'm a senior, switched schools half-way through the year
(not by choice) because I'm such a wicked evil spawn of
satan and got kicked out of my previous school (can't say
the name, they might damn me to hell next)I totally just
miss my family so much. My cousins, my thia's and theo's
(aunts n uncles). Ya sure I have like five relatives here
in Michigan, but hmm..dunno, just don't feel comfortable
here in Michigan. Nothing good has really happened since
I've been living here (hah). My mum's been incarcerated,
going to be deported, father cheating on mum, I get kicked
out of school , lose tons of good friends not bothering to
make new ones either..I have my family, so who needs
the 'extras' right? (riiight leini we'll see how long
thaaat lasts). So whenever possible, I'm going to run like
mad to get out of this horrid place. Scratch whatever the
hell I was thinking when I had temporary thoughts on
staying here for some pretty insane school crush crap.
BAHH Who needs a man, I can get a dog..right? (lol).
Hmmm..feel somewhat better, think I'm gonna call "Fatty"
and arrange that coffe date of mine.




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