2002-12-01 05:41:26 (UTC)

my heart. is killing. itself. ..

my heart.

is killing.


and if it stops beating.

ill die.

i hate right now more than anything

i want to die

its one thing

but this

i never thought

i would loose her

to herself

how do you love someone

who doesnt love themselves

its like

it doesnt even matter.

at all.

i doubt it ever will.

i mean.

the only one i ever have.

and its moot.

where is my sunshine.