WantsToBeFree03

Still breathing: Senior Year
2002-11-30 22:48:41 (UTC)

Plain Weird.

hahahaha.

I dont know, when we both came back from our vacations it
all changed.

All of a sudden, hes with this girl that he's been "best
friends" with for sooooooo many years ( a whopping 4, i
think is what he said).
And its weird, because he seems like such a hypocrite now.

1. Supposedly when we were dating, i would "flirt" with
guys.
- she is the biggest flirt i've ever met. and i thought
this when i first met her, about a year ago, when me and
noel were still dating.
2. he's always told me how he thought his brother was
stupid because he was doing the long distance thing. his
brother is in college three hours away from his
girlfriend, who lives here.
- she goes to the same college that his brother goes to.

and just other little things. But whatever.

I dont know, i guess over the summer my skin got better,
my hair got better, i supposedly grew bigger boobs and
have a bigger butt, and got skinner...

So now we are on to my new beau

Omg .... noel is nothing compared to this kid. This kid
has T A L E N T. He can sing so well, and hes awesome at
guitar... omg, hes amazing.

Hes got black shaggy hair, but it looks nice, like brandon
boyd nice. light skin, bright hazel (mostly green) eyes,
perfect teeth... just one of those dreamy guys. And he
actually acts like he likes me Its amazing.

I think i've finally found the college i want to go to.
But of course, my mom doesnt want me to go because shes
heard "bad things" about the college.

Okay, you're never goign to NOT hear bad things about
places. THere is no "safe" place anymore. What an
idiot.

OKay, so MAYBE i'd listen to her ... IF SHE WAS PAYING FOR
MY COLLEGE.

Is she going to though? NO. I'm getting either a navy or
marine scholarship... which means i have to work for my
scholarship. She has nothing to do wtih it. It pisses me
off that she has to have it her way.

Dude, she didnt even go to a school in the states. Shes
from Japan How the hell would she knwo whats best?

OMg, someone shoot me now (well, wait till formal, when
i get to dance with Jon, that perfect, perfect man)

-GiRl.




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