jo

random thoughts
2002-11-30 06:45:49 (UTC)

old friends are the best friends

well..thats what the quote says anyway..but in reality its
not true..well for me anyways. see ive just been trying to
convince myself that colbol and i were still the best of
friends.we were friends since 7th grade. he was the one guy
i could always depend on..well the one friend for that
matter. i loved him with all my heart and i always thought
we were gonna be friends forever. truly forever. but now it
seems like i have been nieve..it seems ive wanted something
so bad..i ddint really notice how itw as turning out. but i
guess our friendship is ruined. there is nothing we can do
to go back the way we used to be. i wish things would
change but i think i just need to get over it. but then
again who knows. what will happen. maybe he will still be
there when i need him most. and maybe he will walk me down
the aisle on my wedding day like i had always hoped he
would. i miss him so much. i wish our friendship could be
repaired




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