Malia

Malia
2002-11-29 20:31:35 (UTC)

It's over

Hey. My name is Malia. I guess before I start on the
details of my life I should tell more about myself. I live
in the UK but I originally come from Germany. I'm 16. My
passion would have to be music. I play Piano, Guitar and
drums and I love punk, emo-punk, rock and some metal.
Indie's cool depending on the band. I'm dating a guy
called Adam who is amazing and I love swimming and rugby
as well as hockey.
I spent 3 years at boarding school which is referred to by
me as 'the prison'. Apart from that life is ordinary as a
teenager.
I just got back from a trip with school. It was beyond
lame The weather was awful and to top it off, I had a
huge fight with Jack. I'm not gonna go into the details
about it all coz it's all pathetic and I don't really care
but he's holding a grudge and I can't bear that. I cannot
hold a grudge. I believe life is too short to waste time
getting one up on people. I did however get things done
with Michelle. We fell out about a year ago and it's all
real messy but I think we'll be ok as friends. We'll never
be best friends again...it's gone too far for that. One
thing I have learned is that no-one is perfect. See I'm a
perfectionist and so I like my friends to be perfect. but
by spending a few minutes talking to her again I realised
I'm too picky and I need to accept people's faults and
stop taking everything as a personal insult. I'm so used
to that from the prison that it's made me infinitely
paranoid. My head is so messed up. isn't everyones? I mean
c'mon what teenager doesn't go throught he 'everyone hates
me phase'? So I think i'm gonna be ok. I seriously think I
need to set some targets for myself. Like New year's
resolutions only they start and end when I want them to...
I'll go do that now I think.
Love Malia xxx




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