luckyme2004

LuckyMe
2002-11-29 09:15:04 (UTC)

All New

Okay, wow, this is all interesting. I haven't ever done a
online diary thing, so this is all new to me. But I will
just talk and babble about crap.
Well, with Today being Thanksgiving in all , I would
usually be pretty pumped. I get to do one of my most
favorite things ever....eat. But with work interfering in
all, I got the leftovers. Go me That's ok, because I'm
suppose to be thankful right? After mingling with my family
I came home and showered. Pop corn smell really isn't that
great. Then, Off to my boyfriends house. (Ronnie) 2nd day
in a row I saw him. Usually it's only once a week, with
conflicting scheduals in all. We didn't really do much, I
got there and him, robert, and his nephew Ryan were playing
monoply. I dont see how people can sit there and play that
for hours and hours...and when I think about it, I think
they are playing game 3 right now. What the hell The more
I'm with him, the more I realize I'm lucky. He is probably
the 1st guy ever to not care about just doing ''stuff'' all
the time. and he actually listens to me, and shows a lot of
interest in me. Which is more than I can say about my ex
boyfriend Ryan.That was a long distance thing, which was
such a mistake for so many reasons. He is my favorite
mistake though. He always acted like he cared...he could
say things to make me feel sooo good...but when it came
down to it, he never SHOWED me. I know it's hard being so
far away, but simply buying a phone card, would have done
me in. And infact, when we broke up and he finally bought
one...it helped...sad to say. I liked that guy so much...it
was crazy. But that is done with. Me and Ronnie have been
together since oct-13-2004. I'm not one of those pathetic
people who sit and count the hours and minutes , (like my
pathetic friend Molly )but it is nice to know when it all
starts. He doesnt pressure me into anything kinda like i
said, and with him I find myself doing the most craziest
things ever. Have you ever had the person you like leave
your house and you had been with them all day lets say, and
the moment they leave, you want to call them immediatly and
talk for hours?? Thats how I am. and I get all impatient ,
but I managae. Im not a freak, but i cant help it , if i
really like someone.
Holy shit its 2:13 AM already, im beat, i think im gonna
head to bed. I will try to remember to type tomorrow...this
is kind of odd, this diary thing, but its cool too. *buh
bye*




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