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Ducky
2002-11-29 03:58:21 (UTC)

Geez.

it occured to me, what if i killed my boyfriend, my friend?
what about the little baby or the 4 yr old? what would i
have done.

kelcie's dream almost came true. i almost died. 2 impacts
and all that i came outta it was whiplash.

what if i had killed someone? it would of been all my
fault.

dear God, i do have to change, you keep sending me signs.
and i would ignore them. now its the real thing, what if i
ignore this one? will it be a bigger problem in the future?
omg. death. that will def. be something i do not need right
now. life would be so much better if i wasn't such a bad
girl. i mean that in a bad way too.

I am a wild lil kid. - need to change that, or life might
be at stake. i would never be able to live another day
knowing i've killed someone, especially if was an accident.

Made me realize who i really do love, and who i want to be
with.

Accidents do happen. - i say fuck that.

fuck that smiley mexican who hit me. fucker.

anyways, i love matt. crazy huh?

Jeff - another story. - will never NOT be apart of my life.
crazy huh?

me - confused, in pain, and yeah. i hate my cat. but yet i
luv her. - as soon as i figure that out, maybe i can start
figuring out myself. damn i suck.

bye bye birdy.




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