aLonEiNwhOviLLe

...the show must go on...
2002-11-28 21:14:27 (UTC)

stuff

i scare myself sometimes... somedays i'll feel slim and
others fat. most of the times now its fat. i know i'm not
but i just find spots on my that need to be not so big. i
tell myself that i won't eat lunch or something. then i
think of that movie we whatched in health class where the
girl got anerexic. i don't wanna be anerexic. i don't think
i could. i eat to much. i should be huge but i got a fast
metabilism. at stephs party i was the fattest girl there.
granted they were all like a size 1 or 0 and i'm a five but
still. i felt big. i don't understand myslef at all...

-sam




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