Eyes4Guys

Personal hell & back again
2002-11-28 14:11:04 (UTC)

It should only get better

The whole day today I was antsy. "2 more hours, 2 more
hours", and when it came down to it "24 more minutes, god
oh god". Ashley came to pick me up, from there, we picked
up Tyler and Nessa and went straight to the airport. We
were late for the grand entrance, but nevertheless, it was
nice.

There he was talking with his family and when he saw us,
his eyes lit up. He had a grin from ear to ear and looked
at me. He picked me up and I knew I had to keep it G-Rated
around his parents and grandmother. That was fine, I was
just happy to hold him again, happy to be with him once
more. For once, I knew I didn't have to rely on the
computer to see how he was feeling or for him to do the
same. I didn't rely on an icon to feel his kiss or see his
eyes light up when I came near. That was such a wonderful
feeling. He picked me up and just held me so close to him
and I could feel his breath on my neck, although I was shy
of my neck the entire evening. He tried to bite me and I
just gave him the short story about it, the one without
Jeff.

From the airport, we went to Howies, he got to hang out
with all his old friends, show off his uniform. He was so
proud to be in his uniform. I've never seen him like that.
He was so grown up. The Academy knocked out every part of
the child left in him, which in a sense is a bad thing, but
made a man out of this new 18 year old. You could see a new
side of him, however you could still see the old him, which
was such a relief for I hope and pray that I will never
suddenly see him and see a new Chris with no remnents of
the old. Chris will be gone and Christopher will be there,
or worse, Cadet Weimer or Officer Weimer, General Weimer,
whatever. I want to always see just plain ol' Chris.

He went to my parents house and got to see some of my
family with me. They all greeted him and he shook their
hand. He hugged my mother and my aunt and talked to them
like he had known them personally for years. My grin was
from ear to ear. They really approve of him, which is such
a great thing to do. We only stayed for a little while, but
it was enough time for everyone to see him and take a few
pictures. He closed the door and then said "Wow, I have a
second family". I looked at him, smiled, and said "You
always did." That followed with "At the Academy, they
refere to you as my wife." Just like when he was at
Howie's, he said "Now, I'm happy because everyone said that
all I talked about was this place and her" pointing back to
me. He's in his essense now, he's home.

We went back to his parents house and I briefly met people.
I have no idea what relation they are, but that's alright.
I will find out eventually. The only person I talked to in
full was Chris' 23 year old cousin, I believe her name is
Catrinne or Carinne. Something along those lines. She is
such a wonderful person to talk to, we clicked pretty well
and she shown me some of the sites she's working on for her
major in Web Design.

Chris and I went for a walk later and we went to the golf
courses, something we always did when he was home. It was
cold, and he knew I was cold, but he knew that all he had
to do was hold me and kiss me for what would seem like
forever and I'd forget and just take it all in. It was a
shame we couldn't see the stars, but it was just a fun
night to start with anyways.

We ate dinner with them. portabello mushrooms with melted
white cheese on top, mashed potatos, and home made bread.
There was more, but that was all I ate. It was pretty good.
I didn't say much, it isn't like me to talk while in a car
or eating, but I was also around people I don't know very
well at all. Eventually time passed quickly and we left.

We went to Howie's again to hang out with Tyler and Jason,
whom were waiting with a video game. We watched them play,
we talked and eventually we started to get tired, or that
was what we played out. He just wanted to spend some real
alone time with me.

I knew, he had the look in his eye, the look that guys give
when they want some. He was very much aroused, but then
again so was I. It didn't take long for our house rule to
come into effect. And we made love, so wonderful. It only
lasted an hour, which was fine, becuase I made him go fast
and rough, which feels great for me, but causes his stamina
to falter. But then again, not having sex for four months
will do that to you. It was ok, I became sore and he began
to notice. He was sweet about it, and got me to cum right
when he did. It was such a wonderful feeling, just to have
him here for me.

He wasn't supposed to stay the night last night, but rather
tonight till he leaves. But we didn't wake up to his alarm
on the stop watch. He only got 2 hours of sleep. He ended
up staying for perhaps two hours. But I woke him up and
told him he needed to go home and not get in trouble with
his mother. His family would look at us funny if they knew.
His mother does, but the rest don't need to see that we
make love to each other. He'll be over tonight =). And I
can finally sleep in his arms once again, like I did every
night for 9 months. Too bad we always had to leave early in
the morning so his mother wouldn't find out, which she did
anyways.


Now it's 8:07 in the morning, he left 5 hours ago. But Dad
was pounding on my window to give me my new futon =). Great
news for me, because that is my Christmas present. Chris
and I finally have a "sofa" in the living room so we can
watch movies on something. Very happy about that. Soon, he
can stay with me again. THen I only have to let him go for
2 weeks, only to have him by my side again for a 2 week
visit here. You will never see me happier, then by Chris'
side. There, I am the happiest I've ever been, the happiest
I will ever be. He is my element.

But although he could feel the cuts, I hope he doesn't see
them.




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