DarkChylde1618

Recordings
2002-11-28 04:51:06 (UTC)

Dreamy Frustration

I have been waiting for a while. stuck here in this house
of pain. I am left ignored or criticized. Never rewarded for
deeds that are good, merely given a simple compliment before
left to my own devices once more. I have been waiting for
him, the one that I love. He lives all the way in North
Carolina, but he and I work together to try and solve a
way. Find some way to get him here, where I am. So that we
could be together. Today, he was having some problems with
this friend of ours. She was being a bit odd, saying she
didn't want to go out with him when all he wanted to do was
take her to dinner.

Nothing more, he promised himself to me. I gave advice to
the both of them, yet still they fought and in the end it
seems they will no longer be of a good acquaintence. It
pains me to see friends argue and be so cold to each other.
But what can I do? I am a single person without the
capability of giving peace. I continued to give him adivce,
told him how much I loved him. Even listened through
stories of his past that haunted him. Ones that I will not
repeat for his own sake. They were horrible, indeed, but
being it of the past, I felt no distaste toward him. We
talked, talked about how much we mean to each other and how
much he will prove he cares. I believe him. No need. But he
insists.

I can't wait until I finally see him.




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