swimboi

thoughts from a gay college student
2002-11-28 01:11:17 (UTC)

out?

So my parents are sitting in the other room watching golf
tv and I am sitting at my computer checking out some hot
pictures that some random guy sent me. The door is open
and I am looking at half naked boys who make me horny. I
guess I need to work up the balls to just finally tell them
that I am gay. I really believe that many other parts of
my life are now being affected by my inability to just be
open about the fact that I am gay. In fact it has
obviously become an important part of who I am, do I talk
about anything else? I am one of those who believes that
sexuality is only a part of who I am not who I am.
However, it is consuming my life. I don't think of much
else. Its time to just let the hammer fall. Hopefully the
next time I write in here I will have a huge sense of
relieve. later.




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