somewhere in between
today is so grey. i woke up and stared at my walls for
half an hour. i don't want to be awake right now and i
don't want to be thinking about it...but i am. i'm such a
jerk. why can't i keep my mouth shut? things were going
awesome but i just let other people change my mind. i'm so
sad. not even mad. just really, really sad.