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~*My best friend bobbi is moving and theres nothing i
can do about it.Sarah has this idea that shes not moving
and that theres something we can do.We could maybe prolong
it but its not like we can change their minds.Im very
depressed about it bc after jessie (which is my other best
friend) moved she started all this shit with trying to kill
herself and theres nothing i can do bc we dont live next to
each other ne more.But the good thing is running keeps my
mind off that stuff,until im alone then it all comes
pouring in and i end up stopping to walk and start to cry
so i start back upagain.It sux big balls.i cant tkae
another friend trying to kill herelf...especially when
we're so close.ive grown up with bobbi.Oh wells i need to
stop thinking bout it bc ppl could tell at c/c that i wasnt
happy.I always put on some show that im some perfect happy
person and im not.For once i didnt put on my show and ppl
noticed.