PuNkAsS86

Random Thought of A Teenage Outcast
2002-11-26 05:05:40 (UTC)

Like Saturday night ill be gone b4 u knew i was there...

"But i grew up wishing on a star u think I wont ever get to
far..."...gotta love yellowcard...so cute...um so yea im
here i talked to my cuzzin for a bit today shes so funny
she said shes so fat shes like a ball i dont believe
her...shes so cute...anywho so yea my guitar i was playin
it today the purty new one i got...i love it im like scared
to play it cuz of its awesomeness...aww i love it and
people actually talk about me in a good way cuz big cat
found out i got a new geetar from drew who i didnt tell but
i told Cj who i think then told drew who then told cat...ah
well so yea i was all sad and whatnot but henry david
thoreau in american lit has made me think of things in a
different light he basically said suicide is not an answer
and that even if u are really down and things suck so bad
ur own struggle will soon turn around and turn into
something so awesome...but it takes time, u cant be
successful right away...i dunno hes so wierd but yet so
cool and so i asked john in homeroom what he thot about
henry and hes like man hes so wierd but i think hes soo
cool cuz hes wierd...wierd people are cool because oh so
many times have i been called wierd...anywho yea so back to
my guitar i um yea played ne n nikkis "emo"-ish song today
its funny...dont ask it just is and then yea so i got crazy
stares for no reason today when all i was wearing was a
black shirt with a gray shirt under and black sweatpants
with my boxers stickin out of the top...stares from
teachers, students alike it just makes me chuckle like no
other that no one respects indiviuality...everyones all the
same and oh whatever its not even worth talkin about...i
keep listenin to this yellowcard song called rough draft
and its soo awesome like i dunno its so cute but yea it is
cute and also i heard audiovents new song...i enjoy them
cuz brandon boyds brother in it and they are both so
attractive...and the new OK, go song...top notch i enjoy
them also...they be from chicago yo haha...yea so in 10
days i see brand new..dunno what im gonna wear but thats
ok...i love brand new also i enjoy them and the movielife
who is also playin...wow i switch subjects like a
madwoman...gotta love it tho...WHERE IS YOUR DEDICATION? um
yea so i think im done im just ramblin on now borin all u
who actually take time to read this pathetic account of
random stupidness i write out pretty much everyday...NO IM
NOT OKAY, IM NOT OKAY, IM NOT OKAY, IM NOT OKAY AND I JUST
WANNA SAY FUCK YOU ahahahahahahahaha (thank u, thank u)

*MUSIC* Yellowcard...(obviously)

~Jess~




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