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Waiting

Waiting for a reply,
Waiting for your voice,
Waiting for your decision,
Wanting to hear your choice.

Thinking of what to say,
Thinking of what to do,
Thinking of how to act,
Thinking of you.

Knowing this will all work out,
Knowing it will be ok,
Knowing there is a reason for this,
Knowing I'll find reason one day.

Wondering what your thinking,
Wondering what you'll say,
Wondering if I wasted my time,
Wondering why I stay.

Holding on to you,
Holding on to every word,
Holding on because I think I should,
Holding on because I'm expected to.

Trying to pull away,
Trying to stay close,
Trying to figure this out,
Trying to make my choice.

Deciding I'd be happy with you,
Deciding we should be friends,
Deciding I'll be fine either way,
Deciding when this will end.

Loosing sense of everything,
Loosing sense of control,
Loosing sense of feeling now,
Loosing sense of hope.

Waiting for a reply,
Waiting for your voice,
Waiting for your decision,
Wanting to hear your choice.

~Ashley Bott
11/25/02
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That really sucks...I realize this. It was something I
wrote in literally 3 mintues lol. I'm crazy lol...It kinda
has something to do with someone...kinda not...kinda has to
do with this show I just watched. Later.

~Ash