myrrhgoddess

Life Stinks, and I Ran Out of Perfume
2001-08-21 12:53:11 (UTC)

Another day, another dollar (spent)

This is gonna be a full day for me...

I didn't get to take care of all the biz I needed to take
care of yesterday, so...

I'm gonna go out this early in the morning and try to take
care all of it!!!

I had a long deep talk with my boyfriend last night...

It was kinda hard to get started; we haven't spoken on the
phone for 2 weeks...

And we haven't really really talked in a month...

At first I was real apprehensive and defensive about
everything...

But we talked about what was bothering me: my family, as
usual...

And he said they can hold nothing against me, and that
comforted me...

But I know it isn't true, they have a hold on me until I'm
financially independent...

And they'll probably still have a hold on me even then...

It's a sick, sad world, I tell ya...

We talked about making love, and what really bothered us
about sex...

Of course, he's fine about sex, just that his ex faked and
that still hurt him...

He read a book saying that most women are fakers, and I
said, "Baby, am I most women?"

He gets mad when I compare him to my exes, so why can't I
get mad?

We still wanna get real serious though, somehow it's like
we're made for each other...

I'll see...