Becky

Punk-Rock-Kicks-@$$
2002-11-24 20:00:41 (UTC)

Wow...It's been awhile

Let's see, tons has happened. On June 28th I found out SB
started dating Nicole. He started dating her on the 6th but
didnt tell me till then. He told me he liked me the 5th, so
in one day everything changed. I dunno it was fucked. I got
mad and told him that I wasn't sure if him and i could
still be friends, because he totally lost my trust. When I
said that he blew it. He cursed me out...how sweet...lolWe
didnt talk for the next couple days until his gf came up to
me and was like 'Please forgive sean hes so sry' I went
buck on her lol It was so funny. I talked to him
that day and we became buds again. Later on I told him that
I really liked him, which I did. Nothing really seemed to
happen. But he told me that what I said wouldn't affect our
friendship, which it didn't. Then one day, I think the
middle of July, he wrote me an email. He signed it 'Love,
Sean'. I was confused/happy/shocked. I sent him an email
asking him what he meant. About two days later he emailed
me back and said he loved me as a friend. Not good not good
at all. That hurt like a bitch. But, life went on. A couple
weeks later he was talking to me on the internet and was
like 'I'm not sure if i still love nicole, I dunno wat I'm
gonna do'. Again, I got my hopes up. And again he let me
down. *sigh* But as before, I kept on truck'in Finally, at
the beginning of August, SB told me he was dumping Nicole,
asking me out, and that he really loved me. The next day he
did dump her and he did ask me out. But by then I was
almost totally over him, and i think he knew i was too. So
we didn't date.It's actually really good we didn't, because
in the middle of August I met this madd hot kid named Matt.
My friend liked him so I didn't do too much. Me and him
just flirted, MADD. I slept over my friends house that
night, and we went on her computer and started talking to
him. He didn't know I was there so my bud, emma, asked"wat
do u think of don (my nickname)' he said "shes kewl, nice,
cute, sorta preppy, not my type. It was so funny. Then on
the last day of August me jojo, emma, matt, jason, winston
all met up at the mall. I started talking to matt and he
said that i actually was his type, that he just didnt want
emma to know. Me and him totally flirted Then while at
Hot Topic i saw this MADD HOT KID. Even hotter than matt. I
was like in total aww. I freaked out. Then i told my bud
jojo i thought the kid was cute she agreed so waved him
over. His name was Zac. He hung out wit us and we went to
go play lazer tag. He joined us. I had two madd hotties
right next to me. I kinda noticed though that Zac liked
emma. I was still having tons of fun. I liked Matt and Zac,
Zac liked Emma. Emma liked Matt, and Matt liked me. It was
strange. Then me matt emma zac jojo and winston all went to
go see the movie signs. Matt went to sit in the back of the
thearter. I didn't wanna so i stayed closer up.Emma went
back with Matt. Zac Jojo and Winston stayed wit me. Zac sat
next to me. Emma was trying to get all over Matt. Zac got
jealous. I started flirting madd. At the end of the movie
He gave me his number and asked me to call him. I called
him two days later and we called eachother everyday till
like October 6th.He asked me out on September 23rd. We kept
making plans to meet up but things never seemed to work
out. I had soccer every Saturday and on the days i was free
he was busy. After 21 days we broke up. We still talk,
about every other day. Me and him are madd good buds. So
are me and SB With me and Matt the flirting continued.
Through out the whole time we flirted. It kicked ass. Then
yesterday this other hot kid i know, Dan, asked me out. So
yay for the one day anniversary...lol Me and Matt are
still flirting madd, but that was expected. He has a gf
too. She is 16, hes only 14 just like me. I dunno what's
gonna happen but everything is going GREAT




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