OneGurlArmy

love and sex and miss-matched socks
2002-11-24 19:48:11 (UTC)

bad choices

Met a guy off the internet. Was great at first. Turned sour
after a while. We met and went out a few times and last
wednesday came back to my place. One thing led to another
and bad things happened. Then this weekend he invited me up
to north carolina to meet his family. sweet right? no. i
mean his family was nice... but as soon as people turned
their backs and the nights went off all he wanted to do was
have sex. its like the only thing that could make him
happy. i wouldnt put out... kinda wanted to see what would
happen. he acted like a little kid. pouted for a while.
then fell asleep. saturday morning he told me he was
falling in love with me and wanted to consider marriage.
uhh. fool. i was supposed to stay with him until sunday
night... but told him i was sick and needed my scripts from
back home. so he took me home and left. i really dont want
to see him again. hes too weird. he was 23 by the way.

when i got home saturday afternoon an old friend called me.
we talked for a while and jonathan wanted to see my new
place. sooo i invited him over. i made spaghetti and we
listened to the radio and talked forever. I really like
jonathan again. it has been and on and off kind of thing
since ive known him. he is 20. in his third year at Furman
studying some type of geological science. sooo smart and
sooo good looking. sooo i guess i can say again... one
thing led to another and there was potential for badness.
But jonathan has only been with 1 other girl. i dont know
if he really knows what he is doing or not. and i dont
really want to be with someone who doesnt know. u know? i
dont like to feel like i am superior in bed. so we talked
and joked and giggled and shared everything that has
happened to each of us since last time. made out... didnt
end up falling asleep until 8 this morning. its near 3 pm
now... he left a bit ago to finish a project for class
tomorrow. good boy. definatly a keeper. i could hug him all
day. and GOD can he kissssss

so now my number is 5. :( life goes on




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