blkdragon

grounded
2002-11-24 14:57:37 (UTC)

ALONE

i need to be touched by my love as often as i touch my
love. in my loneliness, i am afraid. why am i lonely when
i have someone to love, perhaps it's because i don't feel
loved. perhaps i need to love myself more and enjoy the
attentions of those who would show me attention, is this
the same as love, no.
i thought my search was over, i don't feel that way right
now. feelings are weird, but mine have never deceived me.
if it looks like a blade of grass, chances are, it's a
blade of grass. if it feels like a feather, chances are
it's a feather.
i know i did something very nice and i wanted to. what is
it we want, to be loved and appreciated for what we do and
who we are, is that too much to ask? can you see from my
point of view? is the pain you feel so overwhelming that
you can't feel another's pain?
is your being happy more important than spreading joy?




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