Becky

Me
2002-11-23 21:13:45 (UTC)

Me....

Well, this should be intersting, i dont really know
why anyone would want to read it, but a freind of mine
sent me this link and told me to write it, so i am.

Okay, so to tell you the truth, im not 100% happy
right now, and i cant really figure it out. My family is
great, friends are good, im for the most part pretty
healthy (except for this whole brain thing that i would
like to figure out soon) but that to is getting better. I
can only think of one thing that is trully making me
unhappy, and it shouldnt even be making me unhappy. But
yet every day i think about him, and every night i cry
about it, and i think to myself is it even worth it, why
have i loved him for like 3 years, and why cant i just
forget about him, i try to forget, i try to pretend that i
dont care, but trully its all an act. I care SO much, it
hurts so much to not want to care. I cant help how my
heart feels, i cant tell it to stop. I feel like someone
took my heart from my chest and threw it on the floor,
shattering into 10 zillion peices.

Also, i have amazing freinds. I realized that i
really take them all for granted. They do so much for me
and i dont really do alot for them. XoXo i love you guys
so much!!

It's Friday night and you are driving your car.
( what kind of car are you driving?) (YOU ARE THE
DRIVER!!!)
You can only have FOUR other people
in the car with you. ( who is in the car with you?)

As you drive, you and your friends
start chillin to some music. ( what song are you all
liste! ning to?)


So, there you are chillin to some music with four other
people


all of a sudden this crazy driver hits you in the back!

You are flying down the road out of control.

You hit a speed bump and the car flips and lands upside-
down in the grass beside the road.

You lay there crying because you are in so much pain

You hear nothing but silence.

silence

silence


You try to yell out to your friends, but you are in so
much pain and shock the words won't come out.

You lay there for about 2 minutes, but to you i! t seems
like 60 minutes.

You finally hear something. You hear the ambulance and you
have never felt more relieved.

You lay there, still in the car, thinkin about your

family,

friends,

School,

past holidays,

old friends,

old lovers
You start to pray for the other people in the car and for
yourself.


The paramedics get you out of the car, put you on a
stretcher, and then into the ambulance.

you see nothing and hear nothing but a void....you are
alone

You don't get a chance to see the other people that were
in the car with you

As they drive to the hospital, you pray and think to
yourself


"Am I going to die?"
Where are my friends?
Are they okay?
What's going to happen to me.......?


Did you die or not?
What happened to your friends that
were in the car with you......?


They all died.
All of the other people in the car died.
They are all gone.
You'll never get to see them again.

As for you...

you died too.


Wait you were just imagining....right?


But what if it were real?
What if it really happened to you?
Think about it....
That car was the LAST car you were EVER in with your
friends.
Those four people were the LAST people you EVER saw.
Did you pick the four people in the car with you wisely...
or do you wish that someone else was in the car with you?
The song you were chillin to was the LAST song you EVER
heard.
Don't you wish you could have had the chance to tell
everyone you loved them?
Don't you wish you could have told your parents you loved
them one last time?
Don't you wish you could have kissed your boy/girlfriend
one last time?
Don't you wish you could have told your crush how much you
loved them?
Don't you wish you could hug your friends one last time?
Don't you wish you had the chance to do all of those
things?

You still do.

remember this quote:
"Live every day to its fullest......"

and when someone says that they love you,
know the meaning of it
and mean it when you say it too

Sorry for my story, but really think about how much your
friends mean to you, and for all the poeple who
are "popular" with there 10 zillion freinds, good for you
but im happy w/ just few, cuz they mean the world to me




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