**Kristin**

-WiErd-
2002-11-23 06:35:21 (UTC)

**Hey its late i knoe**

**Hey guys**
i juss got home not too loong ago its amazing...how im like
still awake haha but i diddnt drink enuff tonite cause...im
still sick so ya knoe dunt want to over do myself too
soon!!...I knoe guys that youv read i love chuck in
practically all my entries! well tonite i talked with a
complete stranger about chuck and everything thats gone on
these past couple weeks!! ...she opened my eyes! WIDE
OPEN!! chuck is wat makes me complete (yeah im sixteen am i
suppose to be feeling this way yet? i dunno its kinda scary
but its juss the greatest thing!) For someone to make yooh
complete...not like a boyfriend of the month/pick a number
wait in line kinda shyt its real!! I love him with all my
heart and everything else there is to give and would give
ne thing to have that last chance to tell him how i feel b4
it is too late and another girl takes him! I held bakk my
feelings for a while and now its getting close to the
end??!! did i screw up a couple weeks ago by tryin to make
him jealous juss cause i was sooo jealouse kuz he was
skating with another girl (during a game none the less)?
does he think im maad at him? itss soooooo possible and im
worried cause i v realized it may b 2 late but i want him
and only him its like a romeo and juliet kinda thing(ok
maybe not that dramatic) but the love feeling part! ...hes
just all i want! ...your thinkin sixteen?? wat does she knoe
bout love..shes too young...theyll b many more like him NO
THERE WONT! ...hes the one and only one! i love him dearly
and i adore him with my love! (if that made any sence i
think it did sumwat) but if yooh think its juss "puppy
love" or sumthin like that or think we shouldnt b together
or hate me cause i love him or want to stop it from
happenin cough cough (amanda wil try but i wouldnt EVER
think hed listen to her even if she bribed him with the ill
give yooh head ploy she always uses haha oops i told o well
not a secret no more! i have two word for yooh *fuc u* ok?!
but o well im tired and stressed out over this whole
ordeal! but ill write later or soon ...wenever...thanx 4
listening guys! **Many kisses**
**Kristin**




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