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hey hey hey all you fine looking people who may or may not
be reading this...today was a blase day...nothing much
happened...i talked to Ryan who you may or may not
know...he's this boy that i've been talking to and i really
really like him and i hope that things work out...i'm sick
of dating and looking and searching...i just want one
person that's all i ask for...cut the bullshit and give me
the goodstuff...sigh...well i invited him to go out this
weekend so if he comes then it should be great...
...me and my friendess natalie talked about our party
today...vive la melange!...we're really excited because its
our first party...for all those reading (all zero of you)
you're all invited...bring some booze and some drugs (only
the fun stuff) and have a gay old time...
...so besides sitting around all day and doing pretty much
nothing i accomplished zero work today when it comes to
school...that gets a big ole whatever...all together
now...WHATEVER!...that's the spirit...
...the day after the gay coming out thing was
good...everything seems normal in a real way...not some
pretend everything is normal but really inside we all wanna
kill me normal...it feels quite nice to be free and talk
openly and not be worried...it really even shouldn't be an
issue considering what's really wrong with the world but
that's the way i feel so screw it all...
...got some books today...eros the bittersweet, hindu
myths, greek mythology, buddhist myths, the ten upshindras,
and stories(hindu/buddhist)...these are all for my script
entitled love deluxe!...damn i love that title...
...this is going to be a shorty of an entry...not much to
say or do today...so 3 down and five to go...i like having
a certain limit because, like films, i need things to have
an end...otherwise if things went on forever it be quite
boring...just like living...i'd rather die then live
forever...if you live forever then what's the point of