Oh,The Insanity
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2002-11-21 16:42:45 (UTC)

If You're Gonna Do It, Over do it...that's how you know you're alive.

Lately, I've been doing some thinking, and most of my
thoughts have been centralized around a pretty static
area...My Friends. I know that everyone in the world is my
friend, and that EVERYONE loves me (or at least this is
what people are telling me) but what the hell is the point?
I try to be a good person and I try to do my best to help
everyone else...but what are you doing for me? I know that
may sound kind of selfish, but hey...this is America...the
land of Waste and Squandry. I mean, if you can waste so
much time doing absolutly nothing...then why the hell can't
u take 20 minutes out of your BORING day to call me? Why do
I always have to call? Why don't you people ever call back?
It's only when you need something. Well, the other day I
tried to apologize to someone, even though everyone told me
he was in the wrong...but to be a good person I attempted
it...Well, lets all guess where that got me. NOWHERE
because people are stubborn and they have to be
right...unless it comes to CERTAIN PEOPLE, next to whom,
common mortals, such as myself and everyone else who isnt'
God, mean and know nothing. Well, all in all, when he
finally got around to callign me back, I no longer felt it
was necessary to offer anything close to an apology and I
am not ready now, either. As far as I'm concerned, you
don't exist because life's too short to waste on people who
Your Mom
ps- there is no more peace, the love is on vacation and
Adam's step-Mom hid the marshmallows...so no more of THAT
for a while.
pps- This is to all those people who don't care anymore

Self Esteem
By the Off Spring

I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practiced all the things I would say
But she came over
I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert
Now I know I'm being used
That's okay man cause I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me
That's okay cause I've got no self esteem
We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejection's got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so
When she's saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care Right?
Now I'll relate this a little bit
That happens more than I'd like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no
But that's kind of hard when she's ready to go
I may be dumb
But I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem