The mediocrity that is me
2002-11-20 22:13:56 (UTC)

Anthony again.

Why do I always end up losing the best things in my life?

I hate you. Hate, hate, hate, hate, hate you. I really
do. I don't know why. I can't help it. Fucking hell.
Why were you being so mean to me last night? Why do you
hate me?

Why do I always feel like no one wants me in their life?

I don't know what to do. Maybe I should just give up
again, like always.