Arkady9091

Now or Never
2002-11-20 08:48:35 (UTC)

Pulled in every direction

What am i supposed to do, i mean i thought that i had
found the one for me and i really wanted to belive that i
had. i really love her but i know deep down inside me that
its not going to last she is trying to keep me to herself
and not allow me to see my friends because she has had
disputes with them recently. its just that up until now i
feel that i have been blindly lead down the wrong path
which always seems to be my curse, never be fully content,
never find that right mix in some one, never be happy. All
my friends with the exeption of one think that im happy,
all i can say about that is "damn im good". but really
what am i to do i really care about her but what i truly
feel is in a song by a band called dope, the song is "with
or with out you" the line:

"I can't see you anymore,
and I can't leave right out that door,
after all that we've been through,
I can't be with or without you"

It's just that this entire ordeal is torture, is eating
away at me from the inside out and im not sure how much
longer i can hold it back.

The Angel Is About To Spread It's Wings


Arkady




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