cryingsilvertears

the life after Him
2002-11-20 00:19:06 (UTC)

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i wonder if i disallowed messages or something... cause i
havent gotten one from anyone in forever.

anywho.

went to dawn today, i always feel more centered after going
to her.

I also figured out what I want to do for my christmas
presents for everyone... these burned cds of that guided
meditation thingy. im looking forward to it, ill give it
to the people that i think would appreciate it.

i should like, get started on it... i really should.

but i should do a lot of things.

karlynn and i had a tiff type thingy. i could tell she was
upset, but she has been crabbing at me all day long, and i
told her i wasnt a little girl and i could take care of
myself. told her that, but it was because she was keeping
on telling me how she doesnt trust me with fallon and
stuff. its irritating as hell though! cause i always talk
to him, i do twice every day but i dont tell her cause she
doesnt want to hear about it is all.

so we talked about it and all, and i told her that im not
looking to go back to him, and that i really wasnt as hurt
as i should have been by him... its more like he did
something that is technically wrong but i didnt take as
much offense as was meant.

im just fucked up.

anyway, yep.




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