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WELL TODAY IS SATURDAY AND I AM..

WELL TODAY IS SATURDAY AND I AM JUST AS ANGRY AS USUAL. I
WISH I HAD SOMETHING TO DO. I JUST SAT AROUND ALL DAY. ITS
BECAUSE THE GUY I WANT IS CONSUMING ALL OF MY THOUGHTS AND
I CANT FUNCTION UNTILL I AM SECURE WITH HIM. I STARTED ON
PROZAC YESTERDAY. ITS BETTER THAN CELEXA BUT IM STILL
DEPRESSED. I HAVENT TALKED TO ANYONE TODAY SO I FEEL LIKE A
LOSER. THIS IS ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHERE I FEEL LIKE I AM 300
POUNDS AND I AM A SLUG. LOL. I CANT REALLY THINK STRAIGHT.
BUT NE WAYS I STILL LOVE THAT GUY I LOVE BUT I THINK HE
MIGHT HAVE A GF BC HIS PROFILE SAID HE WAS HAPPILY MARRIED.
ALSO HE IS REALLY CLOSE WITH THIS GIRL- SO I CANT REALLY
COMPETE WITH THAT. SO IM TRYING TOP GET HIM OFF MY MIND.
AND WE ALL KNOW THAT WHEN I GET ONE GUY OFF MY MIND, MY
THOUGHTS DRIFT TWARDS MATT. GRR. HE HAS A GF STILL TOO. GOD
I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO MAKE OUT WITH. YA KNOW? I DONT WANT
THINGS ALL COMPLICATED BUT I JUST NEED SOME AFFECTION FROM
THE RIGHT PEOPLE.
HEY I WAS HAVING THIS DEEP THOUGHT WHILE I WAS
VEGGING. - DOES GOD WANT ME TO HATE THE DEVIL? AND WHAT IF
THE DEVIL WAS SORRY- WOULD GOD FORGIVE HIM? HMM THAT WOULD
BE COOL BC THEN THERE WOULD BE NO EVIL. SURE RIIIIGHT. BUT
I DO BELIEVE IN GOOD AND EVIL AND ITS WEIRD TO THINK ABOUT
THOSE THINGS TODAY BC WHEN I THINK OF RELIGION I THINK OF
IT LIKE 2000 YEARS AGO. AND WHAT IF JESUS TURNED EVIL? THEN
WOULD SINNING BE RIGHT OR WRONG? HMM. WELL I AM GONNA GO TO
SLEEP JUST TO KILL SOME TIME UNTILL TOMMAROW. PEACE AND LOVE