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2002-11-19 16:22:12 (UTC)

busy busy meeh

i'm so busy it can't even be talked about in depth because
i just don't have the time, but i will tell you all that i
have an english research paper to do with an anotated
bibliography, a pursuasive speech to deliver on thursday.
a website to keep up with, my painting to do on my little
free time, my ceramics project, i just can't get a big
vase to work out the way i want it to. I also have math
crap that i am extreemly bored with considereing that i
feel as if i am in sixth grade all over again even though
i am in college. But i do have good stuff to think about,
a wonderful boyfriend, a damn good friend base back home
and a kinda sorta okay one here. Christmas, my birthday
and thanksgiving are all around the corner. each of them
will be bittersweet. thanksgiving will be the worst
though, i won't be spending it with my whole family, only
my dad and bro. my eighteenth birthday, should be the best
one yet right. well i don't really know about that, i have
no plans and i don't really want to sit around all day
doing nothing on that wonderful saturday night that it
just happened to be faling on. maybe i will just go out
by myself and tear up the town and maybe even meet some
cool people in the process, i wonder if there are any good
18 and up clubs around here? probably not... oh well,
christmas will be the most bittersweet of them all i get
to spend the holiday with my favorite aunt and uncle and
some totally kick ass cousins. i laso get to see my new
baby second cousin for the first time. i really like
going up to washington, it's so fun in kennewick, the mall
is considerably better than the one here, they have hot
topic..yea... gunna go get some rackabilly
stuff. maybe that cherry dress and shoes...hmmm the
possibilities... sounds pretty good right, where's the
bitter part now that you've got the sweet? well my man is
going back home a day or two before we leave and i won't
see him again for a very long time. kansas is pretty far
away ya know. so that's the damper on my party. I totally
understand why he wants to go back home though so i won't
hold it against him at all. not for a minute. i love him,
but i know that i have to let him go, to kansas anyway,
but not for good. we'll keep it together, after all we
are doing very well at the moment.
back to the monotonous work in a day of the life of a
college student with too much to do in too little time.




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