Rice Cakes

randoms thoughts from a girl named eryn
2002-11-18 23:37:22 (UTC)

strange relatiions

so i suddenly have come to the conclusion that i'm
interested in someone whom i never thought i'd ever be
interested in. again another VERY random pick from eryn
rice. hes cute, but in his own way, one of those who have a
distinct look. but hes charming... my god hes overly
polite, hes kind of got that serious tone to him, very
smart. and its so weird i can't talk to him without
forgetting what i'm trying to say, i lose my words and i
sort of get caught into him...like i could just observe him
all day long, hes an intersting one to look at. and it
appears as though its a mutual interest, which so damn
strange aswell because i don't seem like "his type" but
maybe he has no type, which is what i'm thinkin, if he did
i wouldn't be it...i don't think. hmmm that was a pointless
thought. anyway, so we'll see, i kind of like just talking
to him and prentending like i'm not interested..ya u know
that game, we all play it, i'm afraid to see if it will go
any further, although i having a feeling it could. to me
thats the worst part i'm so scared of getting close,
because i feel like i just can't do it, so i always
fuck 'em over.
so today wasn't such a bad monday. i hate mondays...no wait
mondays aren't bad, its sunday nights that i hate.
i have more to say but i'm feelin a bit lazy right now so
i'll just stop.

~
rice




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