Oak Woodberry

The Oak Leaf
2002-11-18 23:11:30 (UTC)

Burnt Fingertips..

Finger tips like memories
I cant forget the curves of your body
and when I feel a bit naughty
I hang it on the flag pole and see
who looks (But no one ever does)
oh
I'm not sick but I'm not well..
and I'm so hot, cause I'm in hell...

(artist unkown)

Today in art, Stephanie called me a freak, and
creepy.....and.........I am hurting right now, because I
know she doesn't like me like that, but I can't help but
feel what I do..(which is unlike any other way
before..probably due to the fact that she's female...)

But when I told Derek and Ace ( a lezbian friend of mine
whom I forgot to mention..) They Just about laughed it off..
and that hurt too. Here's part of that conversation:

Oak: she called me a freak..
Ace: what's wrong with that? The "Sarah" I know wouldn't
mind being called a freak, but would rather enjoy it..
Derek: Yes! You are Queen of the freaks!

*Oak walks away, then turns back*

Oak: I don't want that title anymore.....


Wow, just when I think some of me isn't damaged scar tissue,
an open wound or a festering sore........

the great needle of malevolent misfortune steps in and makes
me aware of another broken place....

Thanks, pals.

music on the way home:
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The Used- Poetic Tragedy

The cup is not half empty as pessimists say
As far as he sees there's nothing left in the cup
a whole cup full of nothing for him to indulge
Since the voice of ambitions has long since been shut up

A singer, a writer, he's not dreaming now of going nowhere
He gave heed to nothing, and all that he was...
Is just a tragedy

So he voyages in circles
Succeeds getting nowhere
And submits to the substance
That first got him there

then in violent frustration he calls out to God
or just no one
Is there a point to this madness and all that he was...
is just a tragedy

He feels alone
His heart in his hand
He's alone
He feels alone
I feel...

Then on that last day he breaks
And he stood tall
And he yelled...and he takes his life.
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Mom is being a bitch again, telling me I have to get off and
not to come back on untill midterms.

Whatever.

Sorry, my adoring fans.. I wont be able to answer my fan
mail for a while....

see you later, space cowboys...




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