PerkyWallflower

I Hate This Place :)
2002-11-18 22:19:55 (UTC)

Sickening

I haven't posted in awhile and I thought I may as well
because I have nothing better to do. I did have an entry in
here, but I decided to delete it because obviously, it made
no difference. I seem to be more and more irritable
everyday. Like, sometimes I just feel like sitting in my
room and just being by myself. More so than usual. Just
stop talking to everyone and stop going out and doing
things. I wouldn't need a job. I know everyone is probably
thinking, poor me, right. Yeah, I guess that's the way it
comes off. Do you ever get to that point where everything
just comes too easily to you. My life is that way. But only
when it comes to objects, never people. I hate this place.
I would love nothing more than to move and be away from
everything. Start a new life. Just say fuck it to
everything of the past. Everyday I look in the mirror and
think to myself how much I hate the person I've become. I'm
a snob. Plain and simple. I try to be friends with
everyone, but it seems I can't wait to go bad mouth others.
Why is that? I have everything handed to me and I even have
the nerve sometimes to get mad when I don't get my way,
just once. How sad is that? I don't know why I'm typing all
this. I guess it's because I have no one to say it to.
Nobody listens, as I was informed of today. Poor me. Far
from. I think I'll go now. Bye

*Desiree*




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