listen to my silences
day of the sad clown
no it's not day.
no clowns aren't sad.
no this is not about the clown in the joke.
no i'm not laughing.
no today was not a sad day.
no i did not see a clown.
yes it is night.
yes clowns are happy.
yes i have been to a circus.
yes today was not a happy day.
yes the title means something.
yes i'm not going to tell you what it means.
soo...you figure it out.
final thought: so hold me when i'm here right me when i'm
wrong, hold me when i'm scared and love me when i'm gone,
everything i am and everything in me, wants to be the one
you wanted me to be, i'll never let you down even if i
could, i'd give up everything if only for your good, so
hold me when i'm here right me when i'm wrong, you can hold
me when i'm scared but you won't always be there, so love
me when i'm gone, love me when i'm gone