daccn

I am not a clerk
2002-11-17 22:31:57 (UTC)

Self-Improvement

I feel, with my decision, as though my life will finally
start to take off. That I will do the things I was meant to
do instead of something I convinced myself would cause the
least pain. I have stopped yearning for James...there is so
much more to do and feel than channeling all my energy into
a mirage.

I am writing in this diary which has led to writing
elsewhere. I read and talk to friends. I think, I experience
thought.

I must get outdoors. It is cold and snowy but I cannot stay
holed up in my room forever.

I am excited. I will enjoy my life, I think. I will love but
not be consumed by it. I will not be an accountant. I will
have a soul.




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