ezka

the up and downs of erin
2002-11-17 10:32:01 (UTC)

so as i sed

so as i was saying (sorry i had a bath)
i was back at square one with jef. and hed slowly start
alll over again.. Being a sweety and talking for hours. he
was realli smart for a bastard. We were practicalli going
out anyway, we fought we sed sorry and then made up. So
our last fight, we never talkt again. I was pondering why
i didnt want to go out with him for like 2 months and
decided to ring him.. he was at his gf's house. My heart
fell apart at that moment. and he told me to never ring
him again. So i havent, but i did give him a mouthful
about the way he treated me etc. And suddenly he starts
coming over again, like its alrite and nothing happened (
his friends with my brother) and still bars .. my brother
thought we were best friends.. dont u think it would be
weird if we suddenly aint talking... his a stupid fuck.. i
mist him so much, i think i still do, just not as much.
But i like sum1 else now.. and im realli close to getting
him too, i think..
Now i no everybody who is reading this is prolli going, omg
wat a lil slut all she does is talk about guyz ba bla
bla... but.. my life is made up of friends, school, bitches
in our group, and guyz and rite now im on the guy section
of my life.
So anyway cam.. his the biggest dorky cute guy. u no those
dorks that u dont understand.. not like a loser dork.. but
he has dorky characteristics.. and not a geeky dork, coz i
think his abit dumb for being a geek, but a cute dork. I
met him a few months ago at the sports carnival, his
friends matt and rob and jayden are pretti good frendz with
me and bindy so we all sat together. Rob brought like 40
cans of coke and everybody brought their discmans and
speakers.. and i just saw him sitting there. Ya no wen ur
just sitting there and ur eyes are lured to sum1, u cant
help it, it just happens? thats wat cam was.. so i started
just saying heyla to him every morning- we sit near each
other.. and we talkt sumtimes and aww yer. Well i got his
fone number the other, well my frend amy did, she got it
for me. And u no the funni thing about that day (last
wednesday) was that my neighbour sent me a text message
asking if " i wanted to get wet" dirty i no, but i felt
pretti wanted.. everytime he asks sumfing like that a storm
comes.. or terrential rain.. guess gods trying to tell me
sumfing ;)
So last nite bindy slept over, and we rang him. I was
realli embarrassed so it was a quick fone call, but thats
not the point. I only have 2 weeks til the end of school,
so i think sum major subtle flirting is needed hehe, if
thats possible.. which i dont think it is... anyway i shall
talk again tomorro




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