PuNkAsS86

Random Thought of A Teenage Outcast
2002-11-17 05:45:12 (UTC)

Did u take the tyme to really discover how lil we know about each other?

Well...here I am (this is gonna be a long one)...a half
hour after i have just awoken...yea thats right its
saturday night and i was sleeping...i guess i was tired and
didnt know...I decided to find a few movies and watch
them...i had a bunch of goodies to such as That Thing You
Do, Jerry MaGuire, Billy Madison, Happy Gilmore, and Can't
Hardly Wait...the thing is...I only got thru 2 of em...I
got thru That Thing You Do and I started watching Jerry
MaGuire and I fell alseep right after he did the whole SHOW
ME THE MONEY thing and sayin how he loves the black
people...fun times...and i woke up when the tape was over
and made an obnoxiously loud noise that awoke me and i
started to watch SNL...but SNL just isnt the same without
funny man Will Ferrel and Cheri Oteri...Jimmy Fallon is
still on there but its still not the same...not as funny as
it used to be.

So, im under the impression that Kevin has read
this...which I think is funny...dont ask me why i just find
it humorous considering theres one whole thing dedicated to
calling him a variety of names...he told nikki i called him
a shithead and a lame-o...correction sir it was "dumbshit"
and "fuckin lame"...i couldnt remember if i really called
him names so i went back and read all the things i have
written and i guess i did call him some names im guessin i
only did it for the sole reason because of the things he
said to me...i still find it funny...i guess he said that i
hate him but he doesnt hate me but maybe its just me but
when someone says u dont exist to them it makes u think
they hate you so therefore i started to dislike him i
really dont hate anyone tho i just dislike people hating
someone is so strong it means that u have no nice feelings
toward them and u have this severe well hatred towards them
and i dont like that cuz im a friendly person and as i have
said in previous things i hate when people hate me so i
dont hate anyone even...unless he has some sort of crazy
personality disorder...but its not like i go around telling
people "oh yea well u dont exist to me anymore so go slut
it up"...but thats just me call me crazy but thats me...i
find all this humorous nontheless i find it so funny that i
could laugh about it for days (im sure he is reading and
this and saying to himself just how much of a wierdo i
really am...that i am kevin, that i am)...but then again
that is me and i laugh about everything...which is prolly
why i dont have alot of friends...no one can put up with me
they all think im one big annoying piece of shit...perhaps
this is also why i cannot find a boyfriend...altho when i
was readin past things i said that i didnt want a b/f and
im sure in that period of time i didnt but now i do...i do
want someone...but then again i dont...im so indesicive
about things...i dont remember half the shit i wrote in
those past
things...hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...i just
laugh everything off now it makes things alot better...if
people would learn to laugh things off i bet they would be
alot happier also but i guess not because thats another
reason why i cant stand people too uptight these
days...gotta let loose and be well not so uptight.

On to another subject...what i did during the day before my
sleepin extravaganza...me n nikki took a trip to mall it
was fun because we went to hot topic and guess who was
working?!! CHRIS!!! which made me unbelieveably happy and
he remembered us which i thot was cool...i couldnt stopp
looking at his eyebrow ring and how cool it is...hes so
adorable and the whole time he was chattin with us he was
pretending to work hes a cool one...he forgot our CDs but i
forgave him...we chatted for awhile and asked if ive heard
of the used in which i responded, yes i do like
them...which sounds even funnier when u say it out
loud..but he said he had never heard of them before and
that everyone always talked about them and so he bought a
ticket to go see them for a doller and said they were
awesome...i was jealous because i think theyre awesome and
would love to see them live...i told him how i love the
guys voice and he said his face does not match his voice at
all...but i still love his voice...the mall was playing
xmas music today and it pissed me off sooooo much! i fuckin
hate xmas...its so stupid it just makes me so angry...its
supposed to be the happiest time of the year and here i am
feeling the worst around this time...i hate it all and i
want it to pass as quickly as it can...oh well i think im
done complaining for awhile and yea i guess i should be on
my way...well anywho this was dedicated to Dman...who is so
loveable and makes me chuckle...:0)...HIGH FIVE! (hot damn
this was long)

*MUSIC OF CHOICE AT THE MOMENT*--The Used (since DMAN loves
them so much...:0))




Ad: