demme

Elle Inad
2002-11-16 07:20:00 (UTC)

so what

I act so happy sometimes,and yet, if you look closely
enough you can see the sadness seep through. It makes me
look fragile, like a porcelain figurine that will shatter
easily. I am not that fragile. Although i often feel
like i might shatter. In the sense that i will start
crying. I hurt. But it didn't really come as a
surprise. No, i have had my suspicions. And i will take
any explanation offered (if ever there is one) with a
grain of salt. I guess his grandpa is near death. But
idon't know what is going on in his ming.
I found comfort in an unlikely source this evening. Robin
brought me cookies. Chocolate chip. myfavorite. Tomorrow
her and i are going shopping. then meeting taman and his
ex-wife for lunch.
Anyways the unlikely source was morgan, well his middle
name is morgan his 1st name is john. but he goes by
morgan. I don't know his last name. I have seen him
aroung school since i started. I have always thought him
attractive. He is really nice too. He made me feel
better, talking to me. I think he likes me. Not sure
though. But . . . something, intuition iguess tells me
that he likes me.
Too bad.
He could do better than get infatuated with a mess like me.
Besides it is the holiday season. lol
oh well
i guess i need to go get some sleep now.
perhaps i will make someone dream about me.




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