I have become comfortably numb
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2002-11-16 06:20:59 (UTC)

A Rude Awakening

Sittin here by myself
Watchin the minutes pass
Thinkin of all the
Fucked up shit in my life
I was finally happy at last
In my mind I thought I
Deserved it
I thought nothin would stand
In my way
But now I know, happiness
Isn't guranteed without sorrow
You taught me that lesson today
It's quite funny how you can
Look back on your life and see
The way things happen
And the way things sometimes
Need to be
I know I am not perfect
Hell, I know no one else is
But I can't help but look back
On certain times
That now I wished I missed
It's amazin how you can be fooled
By the own kindness of your heart
Open your world to someone
And find that they want to tear
It apart
I have played the fool now
For far too long
But now I have someone who has
Taught me to see
That you are everything I don't
Want and need
You are everything I will never be
You may claim to some that this
May hurt
But I know the truth inside
Our friendship meant nothin to you
Who you are, you can no longer hide
You may say I am wrong
People may say I am right
But I am tired of throughing up
My position and my reasons
I am tired of this long overdue
Stupid fuckin fight
I am done with it now
I don't need this senseless
Conflict anymore
It's to late for sorrys
Our friendship as if you would care
Is apparently no more

"Real friendship is a rare and precious gift, strong,
stable, yet fragile, and never to be taken for granted."

"The best way to keep your friends is not to give them
~ Wilson Mizner