kiss me, kill me, hold me, thrill me
I've been planning for Dave to come a week from tomorrow
on the 23rd. I was going to arrange a drinking night. It
would have been great.
Only problem is Dave can't come over. He is being sent to
Maryland on business. I was really looking forward to him
coming. We were just talking about it last night. He was
saying he wasn't sure if he could wait that long infact.
This is so depressing. I haven't seen him in weeks and
the last time it was for like maybe an hour. I was
totally looking forward to just hanging out with him.
It's been even longer since we did something just the two
I was having a great day. I woke up really happy. I
danced around nearly naked till like noon. I took my
shower and even invited Dave to join me. We were joking
about how long the drive is. He asked what I would do if
he really did show up. I said I'd either clam up or
attack him with a hug.
I can't do either next weekend since he's not coming. He
did say he might come over on the first weekend in
December. That's farther away though. I was happy
knowing that only 7 or 8 days from now he'd be here.
I am beginning to wonder if he will ever get back over
here some weekend when John isn't here. It has to work
out! I just want to see him. I don't care if it's only
one day or less, but I want to see him.
I will do anything I can to see him.